my heart...

if you want to see what is inside my heart, it is indescribable...
あなたは私の心の中には何か見てみたいなら、それは言葉で表せないほどです...


there are no words that can even describe it...
も、それを記述することができる言葉がある... 


it is intangible....
それは、無形です....


i built walls around me to see who is true enough to cross it...
私は十分に交差する場合はtrueが誰てみることに私は壁を構築し...

Japan needs your Love

friday, 11th of march, afternoon...

japan was shaken by the most unimaginable 9.0 magnitude earthquake

followed by a 10-meter high tsunami sweeping away houses and hundreds of lives...

it was on twitter that i have heard the news....

quickly, i turned on the t.v for news..

i watched the live broadcast ...

i was devastated seeing it ruined... 

i was so sad and i prayed...

praying that everyone is safe...

that i wish i could do something to save them...

it's times like these we all feel helpless...

we can only pray...we can only depend in our faith... to God...

i admire how the japanese is handling this devastating situation...
it was remarkable...
i think no other country could ever handle this situation so well..

before all of this, i knew something will happen...

the weather is kind of different in the past few weeks... 

the wind is very different...

it was also, this kind of feeling when that disaster had occurred years ago....

thursday, 10th of march... 

our dog was uneasy, he keeps howling for unknown reason...

it is true, dogs can sense danger even natural disaster...

i became nervous. after awhile i saw a dragonfly...

then i thought may be a storm is coming and so i immediately prayed...

i am traumatized, because i've experienced the most devastating time of my life years ago because

of a natural disaster as well...

even though we're not that affected, it gave a deep impact on me... 

These people needs our love and compassion...

we can only depend on each other and to God...

I am praying for them... please be strong... have faith... God will help you and all of us...

Documentaries (NHK) Games and Shopping

so a few days ago i've watched a documentary on NHK about the world online gaming industry ....


there's this foreign company called ENZYME... ( i forgot the whole name... hehe...)
it was under Microsoft... i think....


they hire gamers from all around the world to try different games....


so basically, all they have to do is to play all day... WOOOOOOOW... 
the all time dream of gamers... haha...
that could be too tiring though, but i think it will be so much fun for them... hahahaha...


after trying the game, they will have to send feedbacks to companies
who seek their opinion...


hmm... i think this is too subjective... they only represent a very few part compared to the whole word...


not everybody would be pleased, but over all it's kinda good though...




so currently, this japanese gaming genius ( i forgot the name again.. hehe) had developed a game controlled by bodily movements... a sensor type of game....
that's kinda cool....




and another show, it's called COOL JAPAN


i do love watching japanese shows and documentaries on NHK...


so last week on COOL JAPAN.. they featured the japanese foot wear...


shoes, is a lady's weakness... haha...


i love the designs, very beautiful...


what i love about Japanese products is that they include designs in which no one in the world could ever think of... 
that's really something....

what do you strive for?

let me ask you guys...

what do you strive for?

this is a question that's mainly on our minds...

we all have something to strive for as we live...



people strive for recognition because it is their way to prove that they exist....

we all have a place in this world, once you have found it, treasure it and do your best....

i believe in the phrase "LET TIME DO THE REST"

TIME can do everything, but is also our antagonist.... 

"whatever you are doing, either you may like it or not, DO it with your heart"

doing with our hearts is what lacks among us.... 

do not forget our faith....

i am not a preacher because i'm also one of you guys....

my life's update pt 2

so, i haven't been here like forever... hehehehehe....
i don't actually know how long am i going to keep this account... oh well...
yeah, new profile picture, new music...
i gotta update this somehow... hahhaha....


you see, my world revolve around twitter... oh yeah... who doesn't anyway???? haha...
you can see me there often tweeting about random stuffs about life and replying to comments and stuff...


facebook?? eh?! hmmmm.....

today i got an early birthday present from my sibling... 
it's a silver earring with a chinese character that says "LOVE"
it's pretty actually....


my birthday is on April 3 and that's fast approaching.... nani??!...


random: i'm the type who put people to a test... 
             sincerity is very important to me because i'm a sincere person....
             
             i've always been interested in psychology, what's going on a human's mind to  understand their personality...


              you know, the eyes can not hide your soul...
              


              generally, i'm a quiet person, but i do think a lot.. i mean a lot....
             
              i like the simple things in life... the little things in life makes me more happy...
              the little encounters... simple happiness...


so that's one thing about me....


"value your relationships to other people, family and loved ones"
"value your life"


the world is so beautiful to live in and i'm very grateful to each day GOD had given me either it may be good or bad, but that's how it goes.... that's life....




FIGHT... FIGHT... FIGHT....

happiness test psychology

 happiness test psychology...

choose:
a man waving at the bird flying
a man chasing at the bird flying?
a man looking at the bird at the cage or
...bird perching on man's hand???

 i chose bird perching on man's hand... haha..yes it's true...that's me...

at man with bird perching on its hand ====>you are not worried about the bird escaping and are playing with the bird instead, this shows that you are currently feeling very happy and satisfied everyday is a joy for you maybe because you have reached your goal, your dream partner, thus you feel that you are the happiest person on earth

at a man waving at the flying bird.. ===>you are currently waiting for your happiness to come w/ a calm heart there are many things in life that wee need to chase after, to achieve, for opportunities.. and happiness alike do not be too careless to even lose it

at a man chasing a bird flying ===>it means you are working hard for your own happiness... you you want to grab your own happiness but you cant, you are currently physically and mentally tired. and sometimes you need to let go to receive, if the current happiness you have is not the real happiness,.. you can make a decision as to hold on or the other way around....=)))  

my life's updates

 i took this photo when i still have green nails last week.. reminds me of pine trees..^^

now i have bloody red nail polish...haha

 i got the chance to watch fireworks during a night out... 

ah it's good to be out sometimes... unwinding..nyahaha...^^

tattoo....lol.... no worries.. they're not real, it's pretty obvious..

my 10 year old friend putted that on me and it washed away after i took a bath.. haha...

i'm thinking doing a henna tattoo on my left hand..hmm.. let's see if i'll be able to do

it neatly and properly...i'll upload once i'm done...

 this is before i go to sleep... i think this was last week or the week before that...?? @@

 ok...mirror pictures... i take a lot of pictures of myself actually..haha
i think it has become an obsession of mine...
honestly, my pc  is full of my pictures.. hahaha...

 and my messy desk... been doing something there...
that's all guys, i think..hehe...


earlier today, i was up chatting some friends on my yahoo messenger...
it feels strange to be doing that because i'm not fond of chatting at all...
but it's good to be doing that sometimes because it's a means of communication and a means
that you still want to form a bond between the both of you
no matter how long it has been and for me that's a very big deal...
 for me, that's very important...
forming sincere relationships with people will help you a lot as a person...